So yesterday I left my baby with my husband overnight for the first time , this was also my first night away from her !
First of all , he did so well , phoned me with updates all the time and he even handle a crying session alone like a champion , I am just so proud !
I missed her so much , it felt so weird being by myself the first few hours of the drive and I kept obsessing over them being alone at home , and what if she this and what is she thats ……🙈
But then I realized that this was the first time that I have really been by myself , I didn’t have to wash and sterilize ant bottles, I didn’t have to keep an eye on the time for her nap and her feeding. I could just be , I could do what I want and best of all ; take my sweet time doing it 🤫🤪
I went shopping with a friend and even had a few uninterrupted glasses of wine with her , and we chatted for hours , I had a full nights sleep without waking up!
On the drive back home today , I couldn’t wait to get back to my family , I couldn’t wait to wash bottles and sterilize them , I couldn’t wait to hold her in my arms and kiss her little feet !
Now I am back home and I feel like I can do it all again , I am thankful for getting to do it all if that makes sense ….
Taking a break from your life is sometimes all you need just to appreciate everything again , recharge relax and get the strength to go on again !
I am just so happy to be home with my family 💜